“You’re insane!” The voice of my dearest and most trusted friend rang across the telephone line. “You’re 45 years old! Your kids are old enough that you are finally getting some freedom, and you can walk out the door whenever you want to. You guys are already working so hard, trying to do everything for your family, and you never have time for yourself as it is. IF YOU GET A DOG NOW, YOU’RE CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There we were, four years ago this month, on the brink of the decision to get a dog. You already know how the story ended. However, this week I find myself thinking back to that time, and remembering the process we went through in making that life altering decision. I suppose it was the first lesson that Gus taught me, before he even arrived.
At the wise old age of almost 49, I know for sure that the one constant in life is change. Just when you think you have settled into your groove, and you have it all figured out, something new will come along and rattle your world. Perhaps you are deciding to give in to that urge to bring a dog or a child into your family. Maybe you want to go back to school, to change your life’s direction. Sometimes a challenging new opportunity presents itself at work. It’s all part of this fabulous journey called life.
So what do you do? As humans, our natural instinct is to be thrown off balance by the prospect of change to the status quo. Even if we have chosen that change ourselves, we are comfortable with things the way they are. Even if it is exciting, the future can look awfully scary. In weighing all the pros and cons, we tend to focus heavily on all the negatives associated with the change, and how it will impact our lives.
I remember methodically detailing all the ways in which getting a dog would strain our resources: time, freedom, order and money were all going to be affected as we fit this new creature into our already bustling lives. We would have to alter our daily routine and schedule to accommodate his needs. We had to adjust our monthly budget to account for his food, pet insurance, vet bills, and supplies. We had to come to terms with the fact that we would have a whole lot of poop to pick up over the course of his life!
As responsible adults, we tried to create a spreadsheet; weighing both sides of this monumental decision. We also listed all the positives associated with getting a dog. From our research, we knew that dog ownership brings more exercise, stress relief, and a chance for the kids to experience the love and responsibility that go along with caring for a living being. This sounded great, but was it enough to outweigh all the negatives?? As the Mom of the family, the final say in the decision was mine. After all, it was acknowledged that it was my life that would be affected the most by this change.
What followed, and what I have since distilled as the original Lesson from Gus, was a process that I realize I have gone back to time and time again through my life. I did my homework, and I thoroughly researched everything I could that would help me with my decision. I tried to gather as much information as I could to enable me to project what life would be like with a dog in the family. I visited friends with dogs and asked them about their day-to-day life. I compared notes about costs and benefits; love and headaches, and I asked everyone I knew what they thought I should do.
I was completely rational and practical as I weighed all this information. I went in circles, and drove everyone around me crazy as I analyzed it all to death, and tried to put it all together. What if I resented being tied to the house more? What if we got hit with a huge vet bill? What if he chewed up everything in sight? Would we be able to fit his walks into our daily schedule? How hard would it be to train him? It would be good for us all to get outside more. We would love having a sweet puppy in the house…
In the end, after so much analyzing that my head hurt, I stopped and took a step back from the issue. I realized what I had to do to make my decision.
I finally understood that the research was critical, and the analysis essential, but that those parts of the process weren’t going to give me everything I needed to reach my conclusion. I learned that, in making life decisions, there are some elements that you miss if you only look at the data and the balance sheet. There’s another part of the process that’s just as important. It hit me then what I had to do.
So, I closed my eyes, and I took a deep breath . . . and I listened to my heart.
The rest, as they say, is history.
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